Pretty much all the bad things are done.

Some people are protected from this consideration and investigation.

What if whoever did this with an older lady I like were the ones who gave my mom cancer by stressing her out or something and gave my dad this maybe fatal illness.  We need to find out why.  Learn from mistakes.

I'm not tied down to anyone!

I'm still upset about the older lady I like with not being able to take away her fame that got in the way of having a successful "relationship."

Is it like there is something wrong with an older lady I like?

An older lady I like is forced to treat me like I'm not me.

If anything goes wrong, it's not "on me."

It makes me mad someone was forced to change things with me for the worse in important ways, like they were destined to know I'm bad when I'm not.   It's not even fair, how I'm treated, and I'm not bad.

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Someone just keeps lashing out at me racially actually dishing me out as a bad guy, for some reason.

People keep acting like they are better and that I can't enjoy them like others if I don't hate on my mixed race, like I am just stupid too, as well as inferior.

I see improvements in the lives of others.

Well, I don't know what some people are doing.  You can't fix it.  Just accept what is.

It seems like someone I know did a lot of these problems, like she had something over me.  There might have been secret messages.

I guess it goes I lose and gain things and anything could be up in the air for me.

They said it was an excuse, but it was done on purpose, to say.

It feels like I could lose it for an excuse, though, because of this.

So, yes, I have the "relationship," but something seems inappropriate for me.

People believe I am in trouble and I am made not to matter to them.

Supposedly, an older lady I like is known by the whole world via people thinking I'm in trouble and need punishment because she had a "relationship" with me.  She used to be resolute, fine, and normal, but now she will always know the whole world knows her ... and they treat her *special* like a party, love, and sex, while I suffer, though I do have a "relationship" with her.